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	Black Mambajamba Love fades like memories... I've been dying Just to meet you But this abyss seems just like forever. You know I loved you Like all the rest, But still its so true That I love me best. Its in the way you demonizes me; You make feel so Alive when you're away. To tear it out You'd reach my heart, But I guard myself To tear you apart. You know I loved you Like all the rest, But one things so true: You bled me best. Its in the way you patronize me It makes me feel so ashamed to want to stay And when you say you love me All the while I felt the sting of cold sharp steel in my back. And when you say you love me All the while I feel the sting of cold sharp steel in my back. Queen, Priestess, Goddess, Witch... The most honest thing I could say: Without you I'm every thing that I would ever need, And without me You're nothing I would ever want to be. Love's a pleasant potion With hidden poison, The surest way to die. Lives fade like memories... I've been dying Just to please you But this abyss seems just like forever. I miss the moaning And I miss the sweat, But I'm happy here with my self-respect, Bitch! Its in the way you de-humanize me; You made feel so Naked when you're away. Its in the way you demonize me; It makes me feel so Alive when you're away. Like when you say you love me All the while I'd feel the sting of cold sharp steel in my back. And when I say I love you All the while you'll feel the sting of cold sharp steel in your back.