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Castration Reconciliation

Like an angel watching over me
Judge me then condemn everything you see.
Self-improvement was such a waste of time.

I won't castrate myself to reconcile.
I'm not the one who'll walk the extra mile.
You stabbed me from behind and now you're...

Smiling and laughing, looking down on me.
Sneering and jeering all that I could be.
Conversation is such a waste and
Self-improvement is just a waste of time.

I won't castrate myself to reconcile.
I'm not the one who'll walk the extra mile.
You stabbed me from behind and now you smile.

Resentment and weakness and malice and mistrust
Are all looming over me now.
I reach deep inside me to pull up my anger
And leave all of you in my wake.

Self-improvement was such a waste
And confrontation is just a waste of time.

Like an angel or
Like some devil you're
Looking down on me...
Smiling
Or laughing.